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MOVED

2009-04-28T20:36:00.001+08:00

Yo darlings. I've officially moved to Livejournal.

If you're smart enough you'll be able to guess what my link is.

I believe you're all smart enough though. HAHA.

SLEEPY

2009-04-27T20:22:00.004+08:00

I'm tired. so much tests to study, so much work to do.

When will I ever be good enough, to be that one unique person, just me and only me..

Once again

2009-04-23T20:03:00.001+08:00

This blog will be opened once again..

At least for now (:

Over

2009-04-23T19:52:00.004+08:00

SYF is finally over. I can't shake away that feeling of disappointment. But I feel relieved..

I failed, I really did. My mind wasn't functioning as it should, my fingers weren't listening to me. But what can I do now but let it go?

But I'm not good at letting go. I never was and never will be. Yet I never know how to cherish my chances, cherish my opportunities and cherish every moment I have. How contradictary.

I don't want to be emo. I've passed that stage. Now I just feel empty. It's like I've lost everything. Well.. Almost everything.

In the end, I still want to thank so many countless people for their well wishes, good lucks, encouragements, advice, help and so on... Seniors, juniors, friends.. There's just too many people to name. But I'm sorry if I let any of you down.

And I'm grateful, I appreciate it. Thank you.

We're all so busy tryin' to get ahead, got a pillow of fears when we go to bed,
we're never satisfied, 'the grass is greener on the other side'. We're so
distracted with the jealousy, forget it's in our hands to stop the agony, will
you ever be content, on your side of the fence.

Sometimes you can't help but feel like running away from everything. Just fly away to some deserted island at some deserted coast and live your remaining life peacefully. At this time, I want to just forget about this.

Well, it's useless whining and crying my hearts out in self-pity. I will be a happy person. To the best of my abilities, I'll wake up from this nightmare and get this over with once and for all. Even if I have to do it all alone, I will and I can make it..

A life "alone".. I wonder if I can survive. Heh.. This is too depressing. Smile.. I'll smile. I guess I can do it. Optimistic is a correct way of life.

I never really try to be positive, I'm too damn busy being negative, so focused on what I get, I never understood what it means to live.

Here On My Own - Sweetbox

2009-04-19T22:38:00.001+08:00

She doesn't smile like me
She doesn't meake you weak
And she'll never know how to make you laugh
But she won't make you cry, she'll never break your heart like I used to
If you only knew all the words I couldn't say

When I close my eyes I see you
In my dreams you will be near
Won't let you disappear
But I'm here on my own
When I close my eyes and listen
I am crying out for you in the center of my heart
But I'm here on my own
Ooooh

You used to hear me breathe
When you touched me deep
Can you hear the sounds?
Can you feel the heat?
I was just too scared to let you own the deepest part of me
I've left paradise
And I did not even say goodbye
Oooooh

When I close my eyes I see you
In my dreams you will be near
Won't let you disappear
But I'm here on my own
Hey
When I close my eyes and listen
I am crying out for you in the center of my heart
But I'm here on my own
Ooooh baby
Oooooooh

I think I'm over you
But it's not true
It's just a lie in a shade of blue
I think I'm over you
But it's not true
It's just a lie in a shade of blue
Oooooh

就让这首歌

2009-04-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

就让这首歌今夜一直重复
我们都没错只是看清楚原来不懂的事
没有什么好说现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱爱情的终点

回忆一触即发如何忍住眼泪
不让她哭得唏哩哗啦触景生情这样好吗
从今以后各走各的路
身上留有你的 Tattoo
怎么可能不在乎
不怪现在只怪当初
谁辜负了谁糊涂清醒了没
越是买醉却不醉
绕了一圈却越想念谁
吃定了谁电影散场了没
又怎么会虎头蛇尾看你哭红又腫了双眼
一把眼泪一把鼻涕
从戏剧变成默剧怎么继续
只好放着这首歌它一直 Repeat
曾经你是我的瘾我们爱得这么过瘾
就像生命共同体如今却只能谢谢这回忆
电影散场之后你是否留下了什么
一切不能再重头那感伤的话别说
这决定并不轻松夜深人静心会痛
有首歌它一直 Repeat
Repeat 是为了什么

是分手的时候就让我们自由
回忆一幕幕就像一场电影原来一直感动
电影终要结束结束难免痛苦心中留下伤痕
就让这首歌萦绕在耳边

我尝试刻画着每一次
曾经快乐的每一日
这首歌要播几次有太多的舍不得事
歌词像针在刺旋律让眼眶湿
曾几何时开始静止打不开的画夹
从你哝我哝的梦到现在你懂我懂的沉默
所有的痛就让时间来破
电影散场之后就在那回首处
你别走回头路
我只能头也不回地藏住感触
少了骗人的拼图怎么拼得出那版图
我真心为你祝福
有没有那么一首歌会让你很想念
有没有那么一首歌你会假装听不见
听了又掉眼泪却按不下停止键
多少的夜就这样开着灯到另一个夜
我们之间有多少故事在这首歌的里面
人不在就让这首歌在回忆也还在
谢谢你的爱

就让这一首歌今夜一直重复
我们都没错只是看清楚原来不懂的事
哦没有什么好说现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱爱情的终点

Hiatus

2009-04-10T22:28:00.003+08:00

Being on hiatus. Or not.

Maybe I shouldn't even reopen this blog, or I'll have to censor lots and lots of things :/

Haha. My final day of slacking before going straight out and giving my all :D

I hope this will be a fulfilling part of my life.

I realised.. I hate restrictions. I hate listening to people forcing me to do this and do that. Maybe I'm just spoilt, I probably am. But I'll do what I feel is best. I won't do things totally unreasonable. So just give me a reason to respect and believe, before you ask me for anything.

Respect. What is respect..? What can you do to gain that respect? A wonderful question to think about huh...?

Bubble Wrap

2009-04-06T21:56:00.001+08:00

I wish I could Bubble Wrap my heart,

Incase I fall and break apart,

I'm not God I can't change the stars,

And I don't know if there's life on Mars,

But I know you hurt,

The people that you love and those who care for you,

I want nothing to do with the things you're going through.

This is the last time,

I give up this heart of mine,

I'm telling you that I'm,

A broken man who's finally realised,

You're standing in moonlight,

But you're black on the inside,

Ooo oo oo ooo,

Do you think you ought to cry?

This is goodbye.

I'm a little dazed and confused,

Life's a bitch and so are you,

All my days have turned into nights,

Cos living without, without, without you in my life,

And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,

And lose all your friends,

Did I mean nothing at all?

Was I just another ghost that's been in your bed?

Cause this is the last time,

I give up this heart of mine,

I'm telling you that I'm,

A broken man who's finally realised,

You're standing in moonlight,

But you're black on the inside,

Ooo oo oo ooo,

Do you think you ought to cry?

This is goodbye.

Yeah! Turn on the radio honey,

Cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate!

Whoa oh! Don't get all emotional baby,

You never talk to me your unable to communicate!

This is the last time,

I give up this heart of mine,

I'm telling you that I'm,

A broken man who's finally realised...

This is the last time,

I give up this heart of mine,

I'm telling you that I'm,

A broken man who's finally realised,

You're standing in moonlight,

But you're black on the inside,

Ooo oo oo ooo,

Do you think you ought to cry?

This is goodbye.

This is Goodbye

Darkness

2009-04-05T21:22:00.001+08:00

It's so dark. I'm scared.

Smile

2009-04-04T23:56:00.006+08:00

Well now, put up a smile and face the new day.

It'll all be over soon. 18 more days.

It's gonna be nonstop spamming now. Mon-Fri if possible :/

Just 18 more days of hard work. Let's work hard and get that GWH! :D

(I realised my ":D" smiley doesn't look nice cause of the anti-caps :/)

Over.. Or not?

2009-04-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

Just got home from SYF rehearsal at SCH.

It almost felt like SYF was over.. But if it were really over, I would be screaming and crying my eyes out instead of feeling all gooey with butterflies in my stomach.

When I stepped on stage, it almost felt like my whole body turned into jelly. It was only then I realised how nervous I actually was. I was shaking non stop and almost went into hyper-ventilation mode.

It got better after we started chan ge and I somehow managed to relax a little. But when lei bie started it was total panic. And when I heard jiechong's first note I almost broke down. Goshh..

It's a wonder how nerve wreaking it was to be on stage at that time, thinking it was SYF, hoping to be able to do your best. I hope SYF don't end up like this. If not I'll really jump into 黄河 and just kill myself.

Now.. I just hope my cough gets better.. My throat's killing me :/

KFC

2009-04-04T02:36:00.003+08:00

Maybe eating KFC was not that good an idea afterall... But nevermind, I had fun :D Haha!

It's nice to meet up once in awhile for dinner. And since today had practically gone wrong for me, so it's nice that this dinner could help me relax a little.

I swear I'll continue to go mad as long as I continue this. My life is going downhill T.T

Haha. Ok. No emo talks for me. Who know's what will happen next time.

One good news today.. I didn't fail my trigo test though I was like 101% sure I did.

But one bad news.. I could've gotten 2 grades up if I had 2 more mins to finish writing one question.

Oh well.. I'll do better next time. JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D

Photography

2009-04-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

I'm obsessed over photography.

I swear I'm going to learn photography someday. And also to master the wonderful art of photoshopping. Haha!

Someday... SOMEDAY...!

Makeover

2009-04-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

I've been waking up at 3+ to 4am so often recently. To mug, to do homework etc. I'm tired! =/

Going to do the same tomorrow, study my math! I'm getting super demoralized by math. I'm not imba enough to cope with so many things at once.. Zzz.. JIAYOU!

Dad was being random and started suggesting going to the dentist to do some whitening and to put braces.. Then my mum came in and started talking about cutting double eyelid.. Then she started contradicting herself by saying it's not good cause your eyelids sag when you're older then it'll look super fake. Then dad started talking about going to korea for a 'holiday' but instead going for plastic surgery.. Then mum started talking about breast enhancement. HAHA!

My parents are so hilarious :D And I just stood there, trying to hide my laughter while nodding my head.

路太弯

2009-03-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

路太弯 - 潘玮柏

我在这里
计算终点的距离
下一站
有没有更期待的结局

眼　闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你
和幸福的关系

路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我　能习惯
一个人的安全感

路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上　跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

付出过是不是就换得回希望
呼吸太乱　世界太宽
缘份毕竟太短
我一路上　跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

Heard this song on MTV asia recently. Emo song T.T Made me feel like crying when I heard it.

Sushi

2009-03-29T00:45:00.001+08:00

My ambition is...

To work in a japanese conveyer belt sushi stall so I can steal their sushi and have it for breakfast, lunch and dinner :D

Sick once again

2009-03-28T17:49:00.005+08:00

It's been so long since I cried again. I guess everything just piled up too high. It feels so good to release it all out at once. I'll be better, I hope.

But now I'm really really seriously sick *sniff* I need more tissuee T.T

I'll never let another teardrop fall

Playlist: Happily Never After - Backstreet Boys
version

What's lost cannot be replaced. So to me, it doesn't matter cause buying something similar won't make a difference. I'm just being childish, but no one will understand.

100 reasons to curse

2009-03-28T14:02:00.003+08:00

And they're all the same.. T.T

Ok. That was random. I decided to skip posting about msia trips and such already. Pics are on facebook, so yah. That's all. HAHA.

I shouldn't have dinnered at macs ytd. Fries and ice-cream... It's killing my throat! Zzzz. But besides that, I don't mind dinnering. Heheh :D It's nice to dinner out once in a while!

Country Life

2009-03-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

I feel so stressed these few days.. That's why I don't feel like wasting my energy to act all happy and positive anymore. I want to just be negative about everything.. I'm just not that strong afterall.

I can't get myself to sit down and just concentrate on studying. Everytime I start studying I'll start pacing around and find means and ways to get out of studying. I WANT to start studying now.. I NEED to start studying now. Zzzz..

My brain is just not functioning well. After being spammed tests after tests, school after school, CO after CO... I think it's normal I'm going crazy.

My goal in life is to lead a relaxed and easy-going life and to do things I actually feel it's worth it and enjoyable. (this doesn't mean sch and co is not fun of course :D)

So this busy and stress filled life is like so wrong.

I want to live in a countryside at some farm. With nice sceneries, with nature, with lots of adorable animals..

I want to live with no worries, no troubles...

That's like so impossible.. T.T

I should go to sleep and start dreaming now.. That's why sleep is so good :D HAHA!

LA PW

2009-03-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

I hate PW... I really really really hate PW...

I'm like crapping my way through sort of repeating the same nonsense again and again. And I think my campaign will be stupid and normal. Totally un-unique.

At least I'm done with the survey. Now my brain is bursting. I think I'm going to fall sick soon. I feel super unwell T.T

Survey

2009-03-21T12:30:00.002+08:00

Malaysia trip was so fun. But I can't post about it now cause I'm loaded with work ><

So here's a reminder to myself on what I'm suppose to post after I finish what I need to do.

Hmm.. OVERSEAS TRIP! Food project day + Guanyue gathering :D

OK. Now time to spam people again..

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=ZcKTci_2f1rcMzFnie6b_2fCfA_3d_3d

All help would be greatly appreciated :D

HAHA! I feel so evil spamming everyone. But some Dunmanians are just too adorable and gave me super cute answers which almost made me LOL and fall off my chair :D

祝我生日快乐

2009-03-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

*starts singing*

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to mummy :D

I'm sorry for not being able to spend our birthdays together again

This will be my last post before I leave. But at least I spammed quite a lot of posts recently to fill in for these 5 days.

Byebye world. I shall spend my lonely birthday on the bus tomorrow.

I feel old :/

Jealousy

2009-03-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hmm. I feel so jealous sometimes I think I'm so immature :/

Jealousy? Or is it envy? So sinful! Hahah!

*off to pack*

Holy Day

2009-03-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is a holy day :D

Tomorrow is white day 白色情人节!

Hahah! I haven't finish packing :/ And I'm still procrastinating here. And because my bro's back late I can't cut my cake yet T.T

THANKS TO EVERYONE TODAY! And thanks for that ADORABLE giraffe that has a super spastic face and doesn't really look like a giraffe. And of course thanks to my DARLINGS for that puzzle :D I took some time to piece it up and haha! Your message was hmm :D

I'll be off tomorrow already. My poor phone will be like rotting and my comp will have a long rest. I'm such a geeeeeek :P

2009-03-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

Over

2009-03-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

YES! Everything's over and done with. Now it's up to fate to decide my predicament.

I hope lady luck is with me

I was so nervous I was practically ignoring everyone around me. And when I finally walked out of the examination room with a horribly goofy smile on my face, my mum was commenting that "you finally smiled!" Haha! And it wasn't because I did exceptionally well (cause I know I didn't). It was because it's finally over!

*clap* I feel like I just dropped a 1000000 (till infinity) kg load off my shoulders :D

Somehow, my brother unknowingly treated me to a cup of mocha frappe and we then took a taxi home while my mum went off to find my dad. And of course, my brother paid more since he's always loaded. So I ended up only spending $4 out of the total $11+ of the trip.

I seriously wonder what's wrong with my phone.. Sometimes people just don't receive the message I sent out. And I'm quite sure I sent it cause it's shown in my phone.. Luckily it doesn't happen often T.T

And I finally got a new camera! Sony K77, was it? Even though it's like pink.. Haha! But it's the metallic purple-lish kind of pink. Not the baby pink which will be like super bimbo-tic for me (no offence T.T I like baby pink too, but not too much of it). I can't wait to explore it tomorrow! :D

DOOMSDAY

2009-03-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

2 hours + more till dooms day...

:/

Happy and Emo

2009-03-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy. My juniors are growing up :D I'm so proud of you all! Haha! Good luck for 泪别阳关 new version tomorrow. It's quite sad I can't hear it cause I'm not going :/

Physics test tmr! Haven't study finish =.=

But for now.. Piano is more important!

36 hours+ more to go.

Scared

2009-03-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the first time I go to school so late on monday (:

I've been thinking.. What if, what if, what if.. Maybe, maybe, maybe..

I really really hate these words. Why can't something ever be certain? I'm scared..

I hate to say this, but I'm not sure if I'll make it or not. Judging from today, I don't think I can adapt that fast. Will I be lucky that day? Maybe, maybe not. See? It's maybe again.

Luck.. It's partly about luck. I'm no genius, I know that.

Maybe it's 20% luck and 80% hardwork. What if I have zero luck. What if my hard work could only bring me that far, a 50% at most. One slip and I'll fall.. One slip..

I really don't want to be so negative! Arghh..

I'm really very scared.

Bored

2009-03-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

I have so many things to do, but zero motivation.

Spamming 手放开 and 情歌 now. Gosh, I'm so fickle :/ Haha.

At least my ':/' doesn't look weird here -.-

I like 手放开. Everytime I listen to that I feel like crying. It's just so touching. I think you really have to be very strong to be able to let someone go.

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋

You know. I really have alot of work left.. Noooo!

Went for ACE project today. And ended up just doing research and discussing a bit about our creative presentation. It's super interesting :D It's about..

*DRUMROLL*

I'M NOT TELLING YOU :D

Hahah! Ok. I'm zi-highing again :/

I shall hurry go off and start doing my homework and STUDY.. Oh yes.. I forgot there's 2 test to study for...

Oh no no no no no..

竞争对手

2009-03-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

我的宝贝宝贝要如何爱你
爱到底伤到底还不分离
爱上对手尝尽委屈
我怎会死心塌地

哦爱是一出戏
开始多神秘
我们拿出最好的武器
拿心撑住你拿梦圈住我
没有一样东西不华丽
不管承诺有多少外衣
不管是否有什么意义
我们总是全心全意

哦葬了多少心
扑了多少空
回到战场总让人窒息
为你演情戏答案全是戏
我却不在你心里
我们之间有多少毛病
爱人之间有什么道理
There’s something waiting for me (日子充满杀气)

你要的世界如今回不去
我想的未来竟然没有你
无奈无力无语

我的宝贝宝贝要如何爱你
爱到底伤到底还不分离
爱上对手尝尽委屈
我怎会死心塌地 (怎么会死心塌地 check)

竞争对手牵着我的手
让我一次明白你要的温柔
不要都不说不要都不做
不要千言万语彻底到寂寞
秘密会开花嫉妒会结果
时间不会消灭爱人的怒火
瞬移的转弯爱情的深夜
何时才会真的下手

竞争对手怎么才放手
让我一次推翻对抗的念头
眼泪在颤抖拳头在软弱
想要资本征服还是想退缩
好胜的决心怕输的易感
就算夹倒对手我能有什么
无情不会寄托滥情会犯错
走错方向更会坠落 (看不到那些回忆)

你要的世界如今回不去
我想的未来竟然没有你
无奈无力无语 (看不到那些回忆)

我的宝贝宝贝要如何爱你
爱到底伤到底还不分离 (怎么它还不分离)
爱上对手尝尽委屈
我怎会死心塌地 (怎么会死心塌地)

我的宝贝宝贝要如何爱你
爱到底伤到底还不分离 (怎么都还不放弃)
碰上对手才会着迷
你不要转身离去 (你是个竞争对手)

It's like the first time I'm looping 王力宏's songs. But it's just so addictive. Sounds like some jazzy/blues/rap song. Haha. I like the rap part best though.

Stressed

2009-03-07T14:39:00.002+08:00

5 more days to go.

I'm tired. I'm not me anymore. I don't know what to do :/

5 more days...

I can't believe it's so soon. I don't want to have to cry again. But somehow I always have this feeling that I'm not trying my best.

I tried to smile, I tried not to think about it. But you can only do that much.

When you're alone, you just can't help but think about it. I guess it will never stop haunting me again and again.

3 consecutive nights of crying.. Please don't let it happen again..

Maybe I'm not living up to expectations.

I don't want you to see me like this..

Good Luck

2009-03-06T22:11:00.004+08:00

Good luck to all the poor souls who officially became "saikang warriors" today. And most importantly, being under YIQI and JIANMING. I feel happy. In my 3 years of overseas trip with CO, I've never lived the life of a saikang warrior before :D

Oh well, good luck to yiqi and jianming! LOL! And also to CLAR who had like the worst job of all.

Haix.. I just found out that SYF is like seriously super soon. Or maybe, I was trying to avoid that FACT. Probably wasn't listening when they announced the date. But oh well..

22 APRIL 2009
8+ IN THE MORNING

And according to yiliang, ngee ann is right after us. Haha! GOOD LUCK TO THOSE EZ NGEE ANN PEOPLE! Hopefully our imba music will motivate you :D Haha.

Apparantly 7th May is not only CHUIDA DAY! But it's also yiliang's birthday. HAHAH! So coincidence ><

edit/ 7th May is also kuanliang's birthday. HAHAH! It's a birthday for liangs :D

Gongyan sort of reminded me of some of the EZ people.

Thanks junguang for coming :D
No thanks to jieheng who FORGOTTEN to buy tickets! Hahaa! Joke :P
And jarratt who couldn't get tickets
And yiliang who wasn't free
And the girls whom I don't know if they came or not :/

I MISS EZCO! Haha! I want some ezcogy outing :D Woohooo!

Zomg. I'm zi-highing again.

Today was actually a horribly emo day :/ I have split personality...

Gongyan

2009-03-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hmm. I'm sleepy today..

I wonder if gongyan was really good enough :/

泪别阳关... It was much better during the rehearsal. Makes me so worried >< And of course, I made mistakes too. GOSH I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF..

Oh well.. Then it was over...

黄河之水天上来... I don't really know what to say about this. I actually missed a note! I hope it wasn't so obvious, since daniel was also blowing.. :/ At least I think I wasn't as nervous as during the rehearsal.

I was emo-ing then cause of leibie.. And I guess it distracted me from worrying about the audience.

But I'm happy people actually thought it was good :D Guo lao shi even came to shake hands with me and daniel -.- Haha. I was super high then :D

Next was 茉莉花 and 东海渔歌.

I think those 2 were still OK in a sense. HAHA. At least our 音准 problem wasn't as bad as during rehearsal.

I really hope I didn't disappoint anyone that day. I know I was super disappointed with myself cause of 泪别. But ohhh nvmm. 加油了！

I found out about lots of interesting things today.. I have lots of scandalous seniors :D

------------------------------------

Talking to eunice lee about 'the future' now. HAHA. We really really MUST go overseas together next time! Maybe gather a few more people if possible and go to EUROPE together (:

I hope this plan won't just be like something you say and forget about ><

It'll be so fun going overseas together! Hahaha!

Guilty

2009-03-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

I feel guilty for thinking such things. For thinking this way.

Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm just afriad.. I hope it's just that.

I feel bad. I feel evil.. I don't deserve any of this..

ARGH...

And it's back to studying again..

Superpoke

2009-03-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from history now. I seriously don't like the Kaiser now. Why did you have to exist!

Was playing around with superpoke just now. Haha. And something very amusing happened.

I was randomly clicking around and ended up giving a restraining order to everyone on my friend's list. Including eunice lee... Hahaha.

Then it ended up as...

Restraining order -> Throw a shoe -> Hug a tree together -> Become absolutely fabulous with -> GET MARRIED -> Kiss -> Cuddle -> Become BFFs -> Smile at -> Flirt with -> Have a slumber party with

HAHA! If you don't get it.. The red ones are sent by me. Hahah. Somehow I wonder how this will continue. xD

Ok.. Back to getting murdered by the Kaiser...

It's amazing to be able to torture millions of children and even adults after your death.

Tired and Uninspired

2009-03-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

My new skin says it all..

It was screwed up in IE I had to re-edit it anyway. So if it screws up anywhere else? Not my problem. Haha.

And the tagboard's down too. For now.. It's kind of pointless having a tagboard anyway :/

I feel AP now. History is again driving me crazy. I feel like not handing it up... To just heck care about it. Oh well.. School won't end just because of this.. 4 hours 4 mins left of Sunday...

So many things to worry about now. My head's going to go 'BOOM!'.

Good luck and good luck again..

我好想跳进黄河淹死算了 T.T

Time

2009-02-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

Went out for dinner at NYNY again. This time with the eunices (tan and lee), linda and YIHUI (amazingly..). I swear everytime we meet up we make lots and lots of noise. It just somehow happens. Last time it was just yihui, eunices and I. Now with linda? More noise!

Did quite some catching up today. Hopefully we'll successfully keep our dates (once per month dinner-ing after CCA!). Haha. It feels so fun and carefree just dinner-ing out like that. But our lives catches up with us when it all ends. And it's back to our boring and mundane lives doing the same thing over and over again.

Wake up. Go to school. Study. CCA. Go home. Do work. Slack off but do nothing. Sleep. (multipled by infinity)

There's always too little time. And so many things to do..

I don't think I can do it. It's not that I don't believe in myself or others.. It's just logical thinking. That's how things are right now. I don't know what else I can do to help anymore. I'm tired.

There's so many things I have to get done. But I don't know where to start and how to get it done. It's just piling up and up and up. I swear I'm going to go crazy one day. Or I'll die of exhaustion or something.

I'm just not as strong as I should be.

Now all I can do is take it one at a time. I feel bad always handing things up late and all. But.. Maybe I'm just procrastinating and these are all excuses.

Oh well. Life was never interesting anyways.

Obsession

2009-02-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy person. I think.

I want people ESPECIALLY my friends to be happy too. This I'm sure of.

I'm so amused by the current OBSESSION over a certain... by certain..... HAHA. I just don't get it really xD This is too hilarious and fun to watch.

P.S. 我爱你

2009-02-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

我想要成為你的眼
把最美的風景收進你的心中
我想要成為你的手
好讓我從現在到以後
佔有你溫柔一刻不放過

恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動
專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我要替你收集笑容
怕未來快樂變得貴重
要是少了我你有多寂寞

恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動
專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

太陽不會放棄天空
哪怕你不再屬於我
我會在不同的窗口給你擁抱

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受

我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我忘不掉你第一次吻我

Tired

2009-02-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

My stamina is running out.

This tired-ness is just accumulating non-stop day by day.

But I'll get over it. I promise, I swear.

I'll drive it away, get it out of my sight.

It'll be over soon.. Someday, one day..

Thank you

2009-02-24T22:14:00.003+08:00

I feel like I'm going to make some speech before I die. But I guess that's half true.

To that few (you know who you are..)

Thank you for the help you gave me tonight.
Thank you for understanding.
Thank you for comforting me.
Thank you for trying to cheer me up.
Thank you for encouraging me.
Thank you for listening to me.
Thank you for being there for me.

This is my problem, so it's okay, you don't need to do anything about it. I'm just glad that you're there. I'm so touched I feel like crying now. But.. I'LL STAY STRONG!

・・ Songjia is a stupid girl blexxx ··· ````` ℡ mч.ъēs+.íǒvē・・ says:
the first part is like dawn in the forest
then happily play 22
then the
behind part is moth became butterfly

It may seem pointless.. But at least it made me LOL (:

It'll all get better in time..

SURVEEYY

2009-02-22T23:48:00.002+08:00

I'm a survey freak. Never once am I able to resist the temptation to try one.. xD

001. Real name → Chong Yi Jing
002. Nickname(s)→ Ermm. Jing jing? HAHA
004. Zodiac sign → pisces!
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → some PAP
007. Middle School → White Sands Primary School
008. High School → Dunman High School
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → Long I guess..
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet xD (ignores what others say)
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → CAMERA PHONE!
015. Health freak → health is below my list of worries.
016. Drink or Smoke? → NEVER!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → HMMM...
018. Eat or Drink → drink xD
019. Piercings → 1 on each ear
020. Tattoos → Nope.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → (I have no idea why it suddenly jumped to 23) Long long ago..
026. First crush → Primary 3 or 4. I fell in love with this adorable ~~little~~ humongous husky.
027. First pet → My pet goldfish which I buried it downstairs T.T
030. First big birthday → I forgot.. When I was a baby?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Naahh. It's what time already..
050. Drinking → Nope.
052. I'm about to → GO AND SLEEP!
053. Listening to → Silence...
054. Plans for today → Finish this quiz in my last 4 mins of today.
055. Waiting for → BEDTIME!

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Of course (:
059. Want to get married? → Yeah duhh..
060. Careers in mind → Vet or anything medicine related
068. Lips or eyes → eyes!
070. Shorter or taller? → grow taller!
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both?
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → BOTH??
074. Sensitive or loud → Definitely sensitive (:
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship -.-
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → trouble maker!

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Never ever.
081. Ran away from home → nope -.-
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → I held a knife. To defend myself from onions and potatoes..
083. Killed somebody → mosquitoes and ants.
084. Broken someone's heart → I hope not ><
087. Cried when someone died → Definitely T.T

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Most of the time, no ):
090. Miracles → Hopefully ><
091. Love at first sight → Nope, definitely no.
092. Heaven → Nope.
093. Santa Claus → Never in my life -.-
094. Sex on the first date → Way out of the question -.-
095. Kiss on the first date → I don't think so.. =/

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Santa claus! -.- Hmm.. Maybe, I think, I guess.. Yeah xD
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not really. But nothing is perfect right? (: I'll get there... Someday!
099. Do you believe in God → Nope..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → Errmm -.- No?

JYM!

2009-02-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

We were practically lying down to take this photo xD

Group photo! Haha. Love you ~~guys~~ girls.

I feel so fortunate to have such pretty and nice friends :D

JYM <3

2009-02-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

Outing with JYM today was amazing. It was part present shopping and part dinner/photo-taking session. Haha.

Present shopping turned out quite successful, and we bought this super adorable 'moody' bag from some cute shop at marina square. Then ended up having to burn at least 1 hour walking around waiting for marinah to come. Quite amazing.. We went to marina square to buy marinah's present (: I saw so many adorable things at marinah square. Got to save money and start buying stuff for myself again soon. HAHA

Then after we finally met up, we decided to go NYNY to eat. Found some 'HOLE' to sit in. Haha. It's super cool, like a small (or not so small) compartment to sit in. I ended up not finishing my food.. It was really filling!

The pictures are in no order >< Cause I'm lazy to arrange it now. Haha. And I'll post somemore after I got the pics from Jayce and MM's camera (:

Our '08 presents kept till now. For me and MM aka Marinah Musa. HAHA. Thanks JAYCE for wrapping it so nicely and all :D

Marinah hiding from the world ><

There she is! Birthday girl! Even tho your birthday is still 2 days away ><

Jayce being all adorable and spastic again (:

She's attempting to kiss her food... Nahh. Haha

On our way home. I took 8 spastic shots with 8 different expressions. Hahah. This is just one of the many xD

JYM! Actually.. It becomes MYJ =.=

Ermm. Random photo? Haha!

Happy Birthday Bro!

2009-02-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

I shall start by posting some pictures first.. TADA! Congratulations xD

You may not be able to read the contents. But that's fine! xD

The groom's failure attempts to run away. *shakes head* He got caught by the pastor.

A change in mood. MY BEAUTIFUL RUBY! You are so pretty (:

And last but not least. My parents and brother (again with his spastic expressions)

I wish you a very happy birthday dear brother! Even though you'll never see this.. HAHA. 17 years old already, and finally back into a mixed school after 4 years in VS. Who knows what will happen, Hehehe xD

My birthday wish for you... Stop being a 宅男 and step out of the house! That'll be more than enough (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA!

2009-02-18T20:11:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday my darling but sometimes paedophilic and ~~baichi~~SMART friend LINDA :D

Don't even know if you'll see this, but...

MUST HAVE A GOOD AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY K? AND SORRY WE HAVE TO GIVE YOU A BELATED PRESENT THO WE BOUGHT IT LIKE CENTURIES AGO. HAHA. AND DON'T BE SAD OVER RESULTS. CAN JIAYOU AND GET BETTER!

ANOTHER REASON TO BE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL IS BECAUSE... I HAVE ALREADY DEDICATED MY PM AND NOW THIS POST TO YOU~!! :D

*SINGS*
Happy birthday to you~~
Happy birthday to you~~
Happy birthday to LINDA~~
Happy birthday to you~~!

Papermoon

2009-02-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

Super nice lyrics and songs. Haha. And because I obviously can't read or understand the jap lyrics, here's the eng meaning. xD

Papermoon - Tommy Heavenly6

I'm falling down into my shadow
Your breath is hidden
Wait for me deadly night
Don't be scared

The presence of your smile amongst the flowering trees is reflected into your gaze
See you in your dreams, yeah baby
As for those nightmares
For your sake, fairy blue
I want to smash it and display it for all to see, that black paper moon
Because you gave me the belief in myself
When you're lost, here I am, forever with your soul
When I glance upwards, you glisten like the moon

That sweet scarlet jam in that ensnaring garden raises it to the surface
Your destiny, the kind of world that you would desire
Grasp it with those hands, no evil deed shall be done, nobody will be scared again

Fairy blue, you have given me the reason why I live on
A bond that is eternal
Because you sent for me, I will find you, my dear, no matter where you go
Now that you grasp it tightly, don't let that moment slip

Don't believe in anyone, oppression and time always exist
So then your words will always be in my heart, day after day

For your sake, fairy blue, I want to crush and display for all to see, that mark
Stop getting lost in those dreams
I want to escape with that moment

Fairy blue, you have given me the reason why I live on
A bond which I trust
You're not alone
When you're lost, here I am, forever with your soul
I'll be struggling along with you, trust me

Windsurfing

2009-02-17T20:47:00.001+08:00

[and now you're here.] says:
eh sorry lor. mine's not
fast and furious hor.
mine's errr.
WINDSURFING.

Haha Jiamin, your quotes are just adorable xD Let's 加油 and make mission impossible, POSSIBLE! (:

Chemistry over

2009-02-17T20:01:00.004+08:00

Chemistry is over. I feel more free now.

Now left to study for physics pop quiz and do abit of homework. And then there's LA journal on friday. And I heard of a 1000 word history essay again.

Wow.. So freeeeee... *sarcasm*

And then there's a XZZ meeting tmr for who knows what. At least no more chuida. HAHA.

The good thing is...

GOING OUT WITH JAYCE AND MM ON SUNDAY! WHEE! MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY! :D WE MUST SPAM PHOTOES!

Chemistry

2009-02-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

Here comes another week of school.

And already, chemistry is haunting my once-but-not-really-peaceful-anymore life. I don't know why we have to memorise so many of all these. My brain has like NO MORE memory space.

Time, time, time.. It all comes down to that..

I conclude..

CHEMISTRY IS EVIL.. But it's still not as evil as math.

Who knows when I'll get back my peaceful life. How I hope I could just escape from all these work. To live in my own world, my little 'paradise', carefree and without any worries. To be a king, or maybe queen of my own life. Not having to answer to anyone, not having to live up to other's expectations. To be who I am, whenever, wherever. To choose what I want to do with my life. To not be judge by people around me. To that place where I really belong.

But of course, that's impossible.

Who knows if I'll even get close to seeing this paradise of mine, my ideal wonderland. Probably not I suppose.

MOVIES - Calender

2009-02-15T15:33:00.003+08:00

Oh no no no.. I was watching DVD just now when I realised there's like so many new movies coming soon ><

BRIDE WARS! Wanted to watch it at first but didn't went in the end T.T

CIRQUE DU FREAK! Darren shan's vampire chronicles! Oh my god I can't believe they actually have a movie. WAHH! Vampire chronicles ROCKS (: But it's like non-existant in the cinemas T.T

PINKPANTHER 2! Which is like coming out SOON! Haha. Pinkpanther is like Iowa's movie addiction xD

HOTEL FOR DOGS! Coming out 2 days before my birthday. How can I not watch a show with so many cute and adorable puppies. xD

ANGELS AND DEMONS! This one is a really MUST MUST MUST watch show! It's like so much better than da vinci. 14 May.. That's about 3 months later. I CAN'T WAIT xD

ICE AGE 3 and NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2! Two other crazy shows. I think I watched night at the museum like 2 times in the cinema last time. Haha. One was during suona outing if I'm not wrong (:

Okok.. BACK TO MUGGING! ><

走火入魔

2009-02-15T12:48:00.003+08:00

阿信:对不起刚才我是不是听错还是我想太多想到了昏头

丁当:天气不错开了窗吹走脸红

阿信:进一步退一步都害怕打破更不想在原地永远作朋友

丁当:给你线索也给我勇敢藉口下定决心沈默

阿信:就让沈默为我们追究

丁当:你和我

阿信:这一刻

丁当:无声的

阿信:耳语交流

合:却突然震耳欲聋

阿信:一字一句一瞬间走了火

丁当:一天一点一转眼入了魔

阿信:忘了我从什麽时候

丁当:忘了你为什麽能够让我

合:一步一步走火入魔

丁当:和我~

阿信:一直猜一直想一直的揣摩一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛

丁当:如果可以把如果变成结果下定决心执着

阿信:就让执着为我们突破

丁当:我和你

阿信:的小说

丁当:这时候

阿信:出现烟火

合:让情节充满感动

阿信:一字一句一瞬间走了火

丁当:一天一点一转眼入了魔

阿信:如果你有相同感受

丁当:感受到有种突然的冲动

合:放肆一次走火入魔

阿信:和我

丁当:和我~

走火入魔 is a super nice song. I can't believe I've been looping this for 4 days straight already. I like 阿信's voice. Though he can never win 李玖哲's voice. HAHA.

Have so many homework to complete today. LA journal and math assignment. Still have to study for chemistry test. I seriously don't like chemistry. You have to study SO many things. And remember SO many things. I just don't get it!

And trigo can seriously kill your brain. I'm very sure of that. It's definitely not fun ):

Hmppff...

Nevermind! I CAN DO IT! :D

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

*off to chiong homework*

Thank You

2009-02-14T18:21:00.003+08:00

Had a tiring CO rehearsal as usual. Woke up so early in the morning and my phone screwed up all of a sudden. It hanged then went 'no signal'. ARGH.. Was trying to settle it and before I knew it, it was so late already. SORRY! ><

Rehearsal was as kind of screwed up I suppose. I was practically half-asleep. But luckily, my huanghe solo was ok. I don't think it's really that good yet, but I'll improve! :D

Then we had practice for chuida and went for lunch. I really don't have any appetite. Or maybe it was the food. Too sweet strawberry sundae and too salty fries. Ended up eating really really little before I went home.

Thank you.

Valentines

2009-02-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

It's valentines again! This time all my letters are so last minute, I'm SO SORRY!

Still have 2 more bottles of happy pill to write before I'm done. And it's 1230am already! I have to leave my house at 540am! What happened to sleep?

I'm going to have a tiring day tmr. CO again.. But I'm surely looking forward to giving out my cards and chocs. Again.. SORRY to those I didn't write to >< I have my reasons. HAHA. So here's a mass valentines "card" for everyone.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! (or friendship day) It's finally that time of the year
again and we're all spamming presents and going bankrupt. But it's fun isn't it?
At least from my point of view. (I realised it sounded a little sadistic 0.0) So
anyway.. All the best to all of you guys and girls out there. And have a
wonderful year ahead!

And you know, I realised writing cards are so much more difficult than writing an essay. In a way... Haha.

Oh no.. I'm nervous.

Life

2009-02-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I should be doing homework and studying yet here I am.

Can I just give up? Should I just give up?

I don't know what to think, what to do. It's killing me from the inside.

I want to lead a meaningful life.

I don't want to spend my life just studying day in and day out, going for CO practices, going home to waste and burn my time, sleep, then repeat everything over again.

I don't want to be kept in the dark, I don't want to play any guessing games anymore.

I want this all to hurry end.

Sacrifices.. Is there any reasons for it? I suppose, it all goes down the drain in the end..

猜不透

2009-02-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

猜不透 is a nice song.

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

History Kills

2009-02-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

History can kill your brain.

You know, I have no idea why I'm learning history anyways. Firstly, I'm not going to be a historian. And I don't think any 'A-H attacking Serbia' or 'Germany rising power' or 'Balance of power' or 'Alliance' is going to help in my future.

Even though history is interesting, but they should just name it as a 'LISTENING' and 'UNDERSTANDING' subject where you don't need to write any pointless essays about dead man and the past.

[let's burn a hole so we can climb out.] says:
iron dice is nothing.
franz ferdinand is dead anyway
and the kaiser is rotting in his grave

Jealousy

2009-02-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I can't help but get a little jealous.

Inferiority complex. It's a serious, incurable disease.

It's been a tiring day. As usual. I can't wait for a weekends again. That's like the only thing I'm looking forward to these days. Slept earlier last night and I realise I lasted longer AWAKE. So I'm going to sleep early again today. Go early to school and MUGG! ><

And then there's fenzu and chuida again.

G.G

Still have to do hist essay, math assignment and study bio.. GOOD LUCK =.=

Weekend

2009-02-08T13:20:00.002+08:00

I feel like I've wasted my weekend away.

Was switching between homework and CD through the weekend. Play, work, chat, play, work, chat. I have no life.

And today, here I am going out again. Apparantly it ended up as dizis+me again. ~~Happy~~ spending.

At least look on the bright side. My wallet will be so much lighter after today.

Or is that a bad thing 0.o

Oh yes it is...

Talking to youself: first signs of going bonkers.

Smile

2009-02-04T18:51:00.002+08:00

Another tiring day with chuida afterwards. At least the 3 longest days of the week is over. Oh wait. There's still friday =.=

Luckily saturday's rehearsal is cancelled. I seriously need time to study during the weekends. Hopefully I don't waste my time AGAIN..

But sadly, it was moved to... 14 FEBRUARY! There goes valentines day. Or maybe for me it'd be like friendship day. Haha. I haven't bought my valentines presents yet, I don't know what to buy! Hehe. Hopefully I could receive something nice too. I remember last year I got some cookies, sweet, small stuff toys and some other cute stuff. Haha. I've almost always got quite nice things from angel and mortal - chocs and stuff... At least in guanyue. HAHA. *hints to my GY angel*. AHEM.. You know what to do (:

To enjoy the present. Hope for the future. Dream big and you never know what will happen.

It's worthless to look back and worry about what's going to come next. I don't want to live a life like that. Definitely not.

I'll do my best. I promise you. I'll make you proud.

Let me believe in myself this once. Let this dream come true.

I want to be able to look forward to every new day when I wake up. To wake up without groaning and complaining. To wake up looking forward to........

I'll wait for that day.. I'll look forward to it. To that day when I can smile with no worries again.

Brick Wall

2009-02-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

I feel like I've just hit a brick wall.

There's no turning back, but I can't move forward either.

It's tiring..

I want to just get over with this, once and for all.

No more delays, no more trouble.

Please.. Give me the strength to carry on.

Confused

2009-02-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's going on.

I don't know what will happen.

I don't know where this will go.

I don't know anything.

Maybe it's best not to know.

Innocence Is Bliss

I think lack of sleep is getting to my head. I've been Zzz-ing during class for a few days in a row already, and chuida pracs are going to kill me someday. I think it was since CNY hols ended. Arghh. I want the weekends again!

How I wish the weekends could go on forever ><

Busy

2009-02-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to get used to windows vista. It's not working very well..

And of course the horrible trouble of transfering things from itunes to iphone. RAWRR. I'm going crazy.

At least now I have a few movies to entertain me for awhile. And now new songs (:

Been busy playing Celestial Destroyer. And of course trying to complete my homework inbetween. Physics is really horrible. I hate energy. ARRGGHHHH!

Hopefully I won't screw up pop tomorrow.

GOOD LUCK!

It's back to mugging life.

RPG Mania

2009-01-28T12:12:00.004+08:00

There we go again. I thought I was free from the evil grasp of RPG madness. The addiction, the chiong-ing! Ohh how I miss you so much!

Then here I am, sitting at my table trying to eat my lunch and Jiayu comes talking to me about CD, aka Celestial Destroyer, aka MMORPG... I swear I'm going to go crazy. Fine.. I admit it, I'm a hopeless gamer.. (only for rpgs) Haha.

This reminds me of my entire gaming life.

(WARNING: Contents may seem foreign to many. Read at your own risk)

Through... CERTAIN influences.. I started gaming at the young age of 10. My first game.. Runescape. In between were a little CS and Dota.. But this was just the beginning.. Runescape didn't last long. Not long later, after hours of chionging everyday, I reached one of the higher levels. Not the extremes like my brother and cousins. But still quite high. And then I quit.

Next up was ragnarok, which again didn't lasted long since it became 'Pay to Play'. But I have to admit, ragnarok was FUN.. I still remember it was my first time as a priest/cleric like character. Difficult, but somehow, you're always in demand. So it's never hard to find a team.

Then when I was about 11. Conquer fever began. Met some really nice people there, and got into some really nice guilds. Then I reached level 100+. But, this time I didn't stop. Then I started hunting everyday. Getting nice stuff, selling.. And sometimes, started to plvl other newcomers and gain some points for myself (even though I never got to using them). Oh yes, then there's my second and third character. So there's my imba archer, deserted trojan and not very useful YET water tao (and again, I never got to using my tao).

I can't remember when. But after 2 years or so I stopped conquer.. FOR AWHILE.. I went off to other horrible games (no offence) such as maple and some others which all didn't last long. Oh yes, this reminds me.. I also played Gunbound. Somewhere before conquer came. Haha.

Got back to conquer but then it stopped again. Started a new character at a new server, but then it didn't work out. Then comes audition and O2jam. Which I remember I quitted cause of horrible server congestion.

And recently just last year. CabalSEA. It was a disappointment. I got bored after awhile. So I didn't get too high too. But it was ok. Maybe it was me.. I think it's me..

Oh well. Now there's a high chance I'll get lured in by the temptation. Oh noo. 1 more to my collection.

I'm surprised by my gaming life.. Oh no.. I have no life.. I feel like a guy. Zhai nan wan sui! =.=

edit/ oh no. I almost forgot. Rose Online. Which was one of the laggiest game I've ever played. Hahah.

Even though I keep saying I'll CONSIDER it.. I have a feeling I've already decided. There's a 101% chance I'll join. OH NO SAVE ME.. ):

Back to School

2009-01-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

New Year holidays are finally over.

Played my last round of mahjong just now. Haha. I swear I cannot gamble. I don't have the luck for it >< Anyway, I realised I didn't gamble this year. Wow, accomplishment. HAHA.

This year's new year was.. Okay..

Saturday... Shopping for new year goodies and new year clothes. It was quite good. Bought lots of stuff and all the nice food which I like. Haha. I'm going to get fat..

Sunday... Free day at home! But I burned it off by spamming loads and loads of DVDs. I'm a hopeless couch potato.. Haha. Then finally did A LITTLE homework. Which wasn't much in the end.

Monday... Visiting! Went to my grandma's house for awhile. Paid a visit, ate lunch, left. It was well.. Short. After that we went to the large IKEA and GIANT to buy some stuff before we went back. Woaahh. I could really get lost there. Now I feel like eating at IKEA. It looks nice, and probably taste nice too.. If I didn't remember wrongly.

Reached home and some of my aunts, uncles and cousins went home already. Aww. I wanted to see them, even though I don't know them.. Haha. Afterall, it's once a year we meet. Then the gambling began... (:

This time there's an addition to our gambling tradition. Dice! Big, small and lots of other rare and hard-to-win combinations. And there's our usual blackjack and not forgetting, mahjong! Which we finally upgraded to playing (after all these years when we were still so young we didn't know the beauty of mahjong).

Then today came.. Tuesday, the last day of the holiday which is going to end in 12 minutes. I got a new desktop computer! Goodbye old but already-quite-long-lived laptop. Helloooo large-screened-takes-up-alot-of-space computer! And of course, what comes with desktop is a CPU, keyboard and of course loads of speakers. Say bye bye to my spacious table.

Now my bear has no place to sit but on the speaker. Poor little... Bear.. I should change it's clothes from 'Merry Christmas' to 'Happy New Year'.. Or since new year is going to be over... 'Happy Birthday'? Haha! Opps. xD

I should stop delaying and just go and sleep now. Yes I should. Lucky my dad's fetching tomorrow so I can sleep in. Wheee! xD

Byebye 12.. I'll miss you! See you in 1 day + 6 minutes + 6 hours and 21(?) minutes!

Happy 牛 Year!

2009-01-26T00:14:00.001+08:00

Happy 牛 Year to all!

Let's all hope for a better start and a better year ahead.

JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Reunion Dinner

2009-01-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

I'm soooo sad..

Iowa reunion dinner is cancelled. And I cannot go too ):

Family reunion dinner... It was hmm.. Normal.

It was just a mini buffet at home, plus yu sheng. Haha. Didn't really eat much since I was already super full. Then watched DVD and played mahjong with my family.

Now I'm boooorreeeddd... I feel like sleeping, but I don't feel like sleeping.

I feel so bad. I spent so much on new year clothes today.. T.T

Swollen

2009-01-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

I removed my bandage.

BUT MY FEET IS STILL SWOLLEN! T.T

Oh nevermind. I'm back to wearing shoes. Say goodbye to AA life, HELLOOOO normal shoe life!

Anyway. I swear I'll learn finish 'Kiss The Rain' on the piano. Stumbled onto the score at http://cafe.naver.com/sungielove.cafe. They have like so many nice songs!

Practice makes perfect! GO ME!

Accident Prone

2009-01-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

There's some severe bad luck following me these days.

I almost fell again TWICE today. With my horrible sprain, I don't want anymore injuries >< During the new year too..

And I think those 2 times happened in less than half an hour. When I was going down the stairs on the way home, I slipped on the steps again.. Slid a few steps down but lucky I didn't fall, if not I'll really tumble down the stairs and I would just cry. Not cause of the pain, cause.. HOW COULD THAT EVEN HAPPEN? 0.o I felt a stinging pain for a few seconds and it went away, PHEW...

Then when I finally got out of school safely.. It happened again. When I was walking across the road to my bus 12. I don't know how I tripped at totally nothing.. I suddenly just fell forward... 0.0 Lucky again, I caught my balance and didn't fell down.

What in the world is happening to me!? T.T

Pain

2009-01-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

Got back from the doctor.

It was one of the most painful experiences ever! Plus the walking to and fro from loyang point.

The doctor was like pressing and pressing. It was super painful! Then I started bursting in laughing while the doctor was pressing and he thought I was ticklish -.- HAHA.

I have no idea why I laughed also. Maybe it's the pain getting to my head >< I'm going bonkers.

I can't believe my parents said I was a crybaby! They said when I was young and twisted and fractures my arm, I was crying like mad at the doctor's. And everytime I just had a small cut I'll be crying my hearts out.

Maybe that's why the tears disappeared now..

Sprain

2009-01-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

I sprained my ankle today.

It's so pain! It's been like more than 12 hours since I sprained it already, but my parents are not back yet! ARGH.. How am I going to go to school tomorrow, I can't even walk properly, I'm limping like some old granny T.T

I was walking down the stairs in school when I suddenly fell. THANK GOODNESS I was at my last few steps, or I'll be tumbling down like some idiot baboon. Scraped my knee and my feet bent at a very horrible angle. At first I thought it was okay, but then it just got worse.

ARGHHH... PAIN! T.T

Late

2009-01-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Got home quite late today.

Fenzu was dragged until quite late, then SOME PEOPLE dragged me off to eat with them then dragged me to stay until who knows what time (:

Haha. Again.. It became a dizi+me dinner. Oh no, this must change! Haha.

And then I managed to slip off home to my darling bus 12, leaving jiayu and huijing alone (:

Oh well.. Have to hurry go bathe now, then there's more homework and revision to do ><

Ayumi Hamasaki - Days

2009-01-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

It's JPOP craze again (:

TEGOSHI YUYA! I love NEWS. It's such an adorable band. Haha.

Go listen to "Days" by Ayumi Hamasaki. It's such a bittersweet song. A little sad too. But it's really really nice!

And of course, there's the new songs by NEWS. And if you really decided to go listen to it, watch the MV instead. Cause you'll get to see YAMAPI, TEGOSHI YUYA and TAKAHISA MASUDA!

You'll regret not watching. HAHA! xD

*goes back to jpopasia*

*obsession*

Dream

2009-01-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

I had.. A great dream last night.

It was scary just thinking about it. I can almost feel my heart racing.. But it was good.

But like they say.. Dreams never come true ><

*kicks pessimistic self*

BACK TO MUGGING!

Bored

2009-01-18T01:00:00.002+08:00

Here I am, 1 am in the middle of the ~~night~~ morning. I'm waiting for the water on my hair to naturally evaporate before I can reunite with my darling bed. And as some would know.. That takes... VERY long.. Hahah

Been slacking the day off. I'm proud of myself though. Before slack time, I actually finished reading my history notes and also did a little bit of math matrices revision stuff. Tomorrow will be trigo worksheet and studying bio, chemisty!

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!x7 more (:

I think I'll just go and sleep now -.-

The wonders of WIND... *YAWNS*

I shall sleep like a pig tomorrow morning. "DO NOT DISTURB"

I am SO non-piggish xD

Super tired

2009-01-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

I'm super tired now. I realise I skipped dinner. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so un-energetic now. Now there's no more food left, just a bowl of soup to fill my stomach till reccess tomorrow. T.T

Suspicions, doubt, worry, sadness... EMO.

><

Tired

2009-01-14T21:21:00.005+08:00

It's homework break.

I thought I was immune already, but I guess I was wrong. ARGHH. It's so stupid to trouble over such ~~insignificant~~ things. No one would even notice! Arrrggghhh.

NEVERMIND. Hahah.

2C'07 <3 MUNI. & 4HAVEN . XYZ says:
u must happy if not i see u not happy then i will be not happy
2C'07 <3 MUNI. & 4HAVEN . XYZ says:
so u must be happy
2C'07 <3 MUNI. & 4HAVEN . XYZ says:
yay

LOL. Thank you muni (: You have my thanks for being so high and making me so high. Hahaha! 我们有默契! Haha. And yess, I know I'm super nice to talk to xD

梁静茹's new song is nice! 属于 and also 不是我不明白. AFTER TODAY, NO MORE HOMEWORK FOR ME!

我们的关怀
像爱但又说不上爱
没有后来
我们才学会爱

属于 - 梁静茹

2009-01-13T21:02:00.001+08:00

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢
是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊

Homework

2009-01-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

Stress.. It's the start of the year and there's already so much homework.

Everyday I come back home the first thing I think would be.. "What do I start with today?"

There's outstanding holiday homework.
Current homework.
Revision (which I skipped these days cause of ABOVE)
Piano piano piano (which can seriously drive me crazy)
Running! (I have to prevent my threadmill from rotting, and 2.4!)

When I come back, eat, bathe, rest for awhile... It's already 8+. And it's not because I eat slow... Or I bathe slow... ><

Oh well.. Time won't stop because I'm complaining (though I wish it would..), now it's LA time! And math... KILLER... Dx

Helpless

2009-01-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

This was the first time I ever felt so helpless.

I don't know why, but my heart was beating so fast I couldn't breathe. It was a choking sensation. I can't believe just thinking about it could make me feel so breathless.

I wanted to cry. I don't know why.

Just smile and let things go..

Midnight Homework-ing

2009-01-12T03:22:00.003+08:00

I've been awake for exactly 1 hour 54 minutes now.

Time now: 454am

~~Midnight~~ early morning homeworking is the most effective ever. Got my 4 hours of sleep from 11-3am and here I am, chionging my homework again.

It's the most successful and condusive mugging time ever. Though I'm still slightly distracted, with my maggie, blogging, song searching and chatting.

Oh nevermind, I'm an imba multi tasker.

TOM YUM MAGGIE. Mmm. Never tasted better (:

Time now: 505am

edit/ It's 530am now. I've officially given up on math. And I don't think I'll be able to hand in today unless I do speed copying.

Math.. I don't know how to say.. It makes me feel like banging my head on the wall, jumping off a 10000~ (to infinity) story building, and also that deep desire to crumple my math worksheet and just shout "I GIVE UP! I'M NOT HANDING UP ANYMORE!"

Just one word to describe MATH..

EVIL. Yes. Totally evil. If I were asleep, I would be having a nightmare about the EVIL math worksheet with sharp fangs and bright red eyes chasing me around some land with numbers and horrible mathematical symbols.

One step at a time

2009-01-11T12:50:00.006+08:00

"The past is behind, learn from it
The future is ahead, prepare for it
The present is here, live it."

Only time can tell what will happen next. It's pointless to trouble myself over it.

It's homework time. CHIONG AH!

Awkward-ness

2009-01-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEOH JIA YU!

Hahah. We finally paid off 3 years of debt to our wonderfully BHB fish aka JIAYU. We bought him a.. AHEM... (:

Anyway, his birthday outing ended up super duperly awkward (SORRY..). It became like a CO comm outing + eunice + me + jinjia. And apparantly I didn't know more than 3-4 people out of the 11 people who went.

So let's start from the beginning... Met up with huijing and eunice for present hunting! Ended up buying this super adorable.... AHEM... I want! But I like the small one better, it was so much cuter! I shall post pictures next time. Haha.

After that met up with the others at the MRT station and it started to get reeeaaalllyyyy awkward. It was just weird ><

After that went for movie, 7 pounds! Since the other shows were all not available... It ended up as a boring, strange and maybe too cheeemm for us. Except for the last 10 mins where we finally understood what they were showing.

After 1 hr plus through the show we started to carry out 'SELF-ENTERTAINMENT'. And I think we were making quite some noise. Hahah. And this was the first movie I saw so many people go to the toilet. HAHA. Or maybe it was just the guys behind ><

After that went for lunch and it suddenly became chuida dinner. There was only me, eunice, huijing, jiayu and yongjing left. Some went to eat at the foodcourt and some went back I think.. It became LESS awkward, then we bought our food and started crapping and shooting jiayu.

Then we went to the basement to walk one round around breadtalk. HAHA. Eunice needed to buy bread. After that we decided to hide at some dark staircase at the basement to sing our birthday song (it was super failure, hahaha) for jiayu. At the same time take some weird photoes and do some weird stuff.

Oh well, overall... It was okay.. Haha. Afterall the main goal of today was to celebrate jiayu's birthday, so it doesn't matter (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN!

FILE

2009-01-08T23:24:00.006+08:00

I miss my darling file.

LOST & NOT FOUND

TYPE: UNKNOWN
AGE: TOO OLD TO KNOW
COLOUR: SOLID BLACK WITH BEAUTIFUL RED RINGS
SHAPE: RECTANGULAR WITH CIRCULAR RINGS
SIZE: THE SIZE OF YOUR REGULAR A4 FILES
SOUND: IT MAKES NO SOUND (OR MAYBE FLAPPING NOISES WHEN YOU FLIP IT)
SMELL: THE SMELL OF BEAUTIFUL MUSIC

TEXTURE: ROUGH ON THE OUTSIDE, SMOOTH ON THE INSIDE

TASTE: UNKNOWN

CONTENT: PRECIOUS AND WONDERFUL CHINESE ORCHESTRA SUONA SCORES OF ALL TYPES INCLUDING ORCHESTRA PIECES, EXAM PIECES AND EVEN CHUIDA PIECES

LAST SEEN: PLACE - IN DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL AUDITORIUM BACKSTAGE WITH MY PRECIOUS SUONAS. TIME/DATE - UNKNOWN (DUE TO STM BY ITS POOR UNFORTUNATE OWNER)

REWARD

WILL BE DECIDED AT A LATER DATE/TIME

IF FOUND, PLEASE CALL 8xxxxxxx. OR YOU CAN CONTACT ME VIA MR TAGGY BY CLICKING 'TAGBOARD' ABOVE. ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND ATTENTION.

Karma

2009-01-08T19:12:00.002+08:00

I have bad karma.

I swear it's bad karma. And maybe a little bad luck for walking under the ladder on my first day of school.

My throat hurts everytime I swallow. That's super horrible, and totally terrible. What's going on to my throat?! OUCH..

School was normal, seating arrangement was changed. Now I'm right in front of the teachers' table *APPLAUSE*... With shouyi.. Wahahahh. I'm going to spam him with questions whenever I don't know stuff and I hope some of his imba-ness rubs off me (:

Went back home with eeeeeeeunice, and jiamin. HAHA. Went for KFC and talked for centuries before we decided to go back. (maybe it was because of the chicken. BAD chicken. BAD BAD chicken!) And apparantly we were zi-highing over our new top secret project.

JAANGSAIKEN! HAHA. I still think it's super funny.

Obsession is never good ><> If this leaks out I'm seriously going to bang my head on the wall, jump into the 黄河, flow out into the artic where I freeze to death and die ~~peacefully~~ with the adorable polar bears and penguins. Yes.. That's the plan.

My throat is still pain.

Having piano lesson later. My teacher's mini concert is coming, and I promise I'll only attend if I managed to learn my song aka The Butterfly Lovers aka 梁祝. Yes. That same one as the shicheng concert. OH YES, what a wonderfully difficult and amazing choice. At least that's an improvement from my always "NOO! NOT GOING NOT GOING! *sticks out tongue*" that lasted for more than 3 years already.

I'm growing up. No wait.. I'm getting old T.T

Hungry

2009-01-07T17:02:00.002+08:00

Here I am again, slacking, starving and boring myself out.

Orientation was ok. Not that high, but not that boring too. We should decorate our area with more soft cuddly toys. That panda on the bian zhong is seriously super cute! >.< I WANT! The last time I saw it I think it was still a dirty old panda. Or did I remember wrongly?

I want food!

And I need to finish my homework T.T

Orientation

2009-01-06T19:43:00.002+08:00

Orientation had been.. Fun. I suppose.. Haha.

DHS Chase was tiring, running non-stop. But it was exciting, trying to out run other classes and other groups all the time. Then the wonderful sense of achievement when we reached back to school quite early (:

Sandcastle building today was pretty cool. Blue zone go! Haha. It's so fun building our greek colosseum like stadium. HAHA. It's the biggest stadium amongst all the zones! Big and beautiful. Made by a bunch of fun and adorable 3 4G-ians..?

Then went back to school all dirty and sandy, spent like only one hour practicing for our totally horrible orientation before we headed off to shangyin. I wonder what tomorrow is going to be like, I seriously HOPE it's successful.

I've been thinking... Maybe I should just let it go. The more I think about it, the more confused I get. What are you thinking...

Mental Block

2009-01-04T15:02:00.002+08:00

I have a serious mental block.

I have NO IDEA how I'm going to complete my homework consisting of all essays like that.

I don't even know what I should write for this post. Noo! My brain is exploding.

Burn burn burn! I wanna burn all my essays. BURN!

Dynasty Warriors

2009-01-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

LOVE TO LU XUN! :D

Dynasty warriors is super cool. And LU XUN is officially my favourite character.

Why?

Cause he's so adorably pretty and he uses twin swords (:

HAHA!

Sorry Xing Cai. You can be my second favourite. But I think her character didn't continue on in the game. There's like no more news of her after DW3 or 4. Though I never play those..

I think everyone can just stop reading my post now since you probably won't understand anything anymore (:

WU and SHU ftw! I hardly play WEI. Don't really have any nice characters inside. Haha.

WU has the wonderful and amazing LU XUN! Plus Sun Ce, Xiao Qiao and Ling Tong. That makes 4 nice and usable characters.

SHU has Xing Cai, Zhao Yun, Zhu Ge Liang, Ma Chao, Jiang Wei and Pang Tong. That makes 6 characters. Haha!

But WU still comes first. Why? Cause LU XUN is in it! :D

Though, I prefer his new look in DW6. Where he loses his hat and has a cool new costume with some deco below his eye. But too bad PSP doesn't accept DW6. Haha. I SHALL WAIT!

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!

It's a not so happy new year for me since I still have LOADs and maybe you could say, almost ALL my homework not done yet.

*clapclap*

I really MUST chiong during the weekends already. So here goes my new year resolutions.

10 NEW YEAR COMMANDMENDS

I will work hard and study hard. MUG MUG MUG!
I will kill procrastination.
I will save money.
I will keep my things organised.
I will practice hard for piano and suona.
I will drink more water.
I will train my stamina.
I will stay happy and stop emo-ing.
I will go on a diet! xD
I will try my best and...

Haha. The last one's a secret (:

I hope I can follow these horrible resolutions. Even though I think the chance of success is like less than 10% .. Oh noo.

Sick and tired

2008-12-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

Had a fever just now. 38.3 degrees. It's one of the worst fever I've ever had!

Headache... My head was throbbing like mad through the day. Whenever I turn my head or take the bus it becomes super painful and irritating.

Sore throat... Seriously irritating and tiring. Orientation prac just made it worst.

Flu... This one I'm used to it. But it's still super irritating.

Oh well, slept right after I got home. Until I had to leave for some facial appointment. As usual, there was this part when it was super painful. And my stomach grumbled who knows how many times when I was lying there. And amazingly, I fell asleep near the end >.< TIRED!

So now I'm home. My fever died down a little and my head isn't throbbing anymore (:

About suona outing and shicheng perf. I think I'll just post another day. REST!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T15:14:00.002+08:00

Merry merry christmas to all! (:

Again. Here I am procrastinating. But well, GOOD LUCK.. Hmmpff.

Had a nice mini christmas party with the cousins and family last night. And of course, happy 21st birthday to calvin! Haha.

Yups. Brought my wii over and played guitar heroes. While my other cousin brought their guitar and controller over too. So we were ALMOST a band. Just that, no one wanted to sing. HAHA. Somehow, a certain old irritating birthday ~~boy~~ man keeps coming from behind and tickling me during my game. RAWWRR. Missed who knows how many notes because of him. Haha!

It was fun. Took a picture with ruby too. She was wearing this doggy christmas hat, but she kept moving around so some pictures were blur. Have to go take the pics from my cousin and aunt before I can post.

Once again. I wish everyone a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

SUONA OUTING, HERE I COME! :D

Not so perfect perfectionist

2008-12-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

I've been going to school for.. 6 days in a row already. Including weekends. This is driving me crazy. CO CO CO CO CO and CO. That's COx6. Tomorrow it'll become COx7.

*APPLAUSE* 7 makes a week.

I've not even finished my homework, and I'm still procrastinating. Oh no. What happened to "MUGG!"??

So yeah. This jixun isn't that productive as I expected it to be. Let's see.. We're practicing the same 2 songs as always, 泪别阳关 and 蝉歌. Just adding a bit of 黄河, but only once since senior high had to use the C 调s. That makes non stop SYF songs. They should seriously buy more instruments. Or make sure our practices don't clash. The shengs can't even practice... *SIGH* I'm sleeepyyy.

I don't think blowing repeated-ly would help much. From what I'm seeing, nope, it isn't doing anything at all. RAWRRR.. I don't know what else I can do anymore. Non stop 长音? Hmm. The least I could do is try to improve their stamina. From their currently super short 10 secs to maybe at least 20. That's still very little -.-

The good thing is.. At least there's a bit of improvement here and there (jian ming improved, HAHA, but still.. LONG TENG!). Hopefully it lasts though. Haha. Good luck! (to me and to everyone else) Practice makes perfect!

Oh well. Off with this depressing topic.

Got DRECHED today.. Walked our to kallang for lunch and it rained halfway through. RAN like crazy. The SMART people decided to hide out at the void deck till it got smaller. While the lack-of-common-sense people, mainly their leader, aka our darling vegetable-tauhuay-sotong-liuyihui. Hahah!

They were fully drenched, soaking in water, freezing in the air-con. While we were almost but not totally drenched, not cold and just less than 5 min slower than them.

Moral of the story?

"Never listen to yihui"

And there was her logic about bird nest fern trees.. Please visit huijing's blog for more information. Haha!

Hmmm. I realise vinegar drink doesn't taste that bad. Haha! Not those vinegar we normally see, but something like those fruit vinegar drink which you can really drink. Smells like sour plum and tastes vinegar-ish. HAHA. And it's supposedly good for health kay? Haha.

It's kinda *****... But I'm eating fondue marshmellows, bananas, grape, strawberries with a cup of fruit vinegar drink. OH WELL.. I guess the vinegar can wait xD

Mmmm! Too sweet! >.<

"Is it me? Or is it just not meant to be.."

Ji Xun

2008-12-19T19:12:00.002+08:00

Whee! Back to tanjong rhu!

I'm lazy to blog. Now, FOOD is more important. DINNEERRR!

Haha. We've learnt to appreciate jixun food now. It's so wonderful >.<

And I'm going to die tomorrow! Huang He! RAWRR. I am so going to screw up the solo. DANIEL IS NOT GOING!

Blogging can be left for a later date (:

Kbox

2008-12-15T23:47:00.004+08:00

Food shopping was well, normal. Pushed the trolley and my poor toes got run over a few times. OUCH.

Hopefully we got enough food.

After that went teoheng. But apparantly it was full. So KBOX! Here we come.

It was EXPENSIVE..

But nevermind. Had fun singing today. Haha.

Muni and I were going crazy with all the high notes. And ZOMG! I managed to reach the high note in 最熟悉的陌生人! I was stunned...! Eileen was doing her power singing. And Clar.. We were trying to push the mike nearer to her mouth and get her to sing louder. HAHA.

Reaching the end we were all super tired then eileen started to purposely sing off tune. HAHA. Then they were randomly trying to sing some songs they don't know. Sang till around 8pm. They didn't chase us out!

Yups. It was fun.

Oh no. But now I hear 想太多 until I feel kinda emo. 李玖哲 has a nice and sexy voice. Soothing? Hmm. Haha. Now I can't sing anymore. Rawwrr. My throat suffers from over-singing Dx

PMS

2008-12-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

I've been posting... Lesser now.

When I'm emo, I do stupid stuff. Haha. So please don't mind me.

Hopefully singing tmr will cheer me up. *SIIINNNGG*

Measure Your Fears

Pet a snake: Been there, done that.
Spend a week in an empty room: I think I'll just go crazy. I'll definitely become claustrophobic.
Ride in a hot-air balloon: LOVE TO!
Sky dive: YES YES! The thrill (:
Sing in front of a huge audience: I don't think I'll have to guts to do that. Freaky.
Scuba dive: Of course!
Sit in the front seat of a rollar coaster: Yups. Tried it before, and it wasn't even scary. I'm disappointed ):
Deliver a baby: Nooooo! The blood >.<
Swim across the Amazon River: If I could, maybe. But I don't have the stamina to do that. And won't there be crocs? I'm too young to die!
Change careers: If it's better, why not?
Disappear for a long period of time: Hmm. Interesting. I wouldn't mind.
Walk through the forest alone at night: That's scaaaarrryyyy! I've experienced too much horror to do that.
Join a space mission: Could I?
Tell everyone what you honestly think: No. Simple as that. Everyone? That's impossible, most of them, yeah.
Call off your wedding: If the guy sucks, yes. But then I won't even get married to such a person. So I don't think this will happen.
Walk naked through New York City for 10 minutes during rush hour: NOOO!
Walk up to Mike Tyson and call him a girl: Hmm. Mike Tyson.. Sounds familiar. Wrestling? HAHA!
Disarm a bomb: That's so dangerous >.<
Clean the outside windows of a skyscraper: If there's a good safety cable, why not? It'd be so exciting (:
Draw a mustache on the Mona Lisa with a permanent marker: That's a stupid and costly idea. And I don't damage art.
Go on a tour with Elvis: That's wasting my time! Sorry I'm not an Elvis fan.
Go swimming during a thunder storm: No no no. I don't throw my life away. Like I said, I'm too young to die!
Perform surgury on your best friend: If that's to save a life. It makes no difference friend or not (:

Been listening to the CCO songs.

Currently my favourites are 这一拜, because I had so much fun today trying to sight read this 180 bpm song as Kelvin Ho and I got tricked by the 56 bpm at the start. Haha. It was exciting, thrilling and wow (:

Then there's 好汉歌. Which has wonderful suona melody and imba suona parts (especially in the recording). *jealous*

历史的天空. It's niiiicceee. And it has a nice name too. Too bad suona don't blow such songs.

Of course, not forgetting the 红楼梦 songs.. 红楼梦序曲 and 葬花吟. Which is imba-ly easy and the melody is just nicee. Actually the melody is the same.. Just in different key. Haha!

敢问路在何方. The most modern yet oldies-hippie type with opera singing. Hahah. I'm just amazed by the recording.

女儿情 is nice too. But hmm. Not a deep impression though. Cause there's no me in it too. HAHA.

OHHH! Last but not least. "Tell me why" song. Hahah! 五百年桑田沧海. Apparantly this song is sung by '孙悟空'. Because he was trapped for 500 years. Then he asked ‘为什么' like 8 times in the song! And Kelvin Ho was saying that he's very 罗索. But then he has the right to right? Haha. Oh yes, and his lame joke..

KH: You know the english version of this song?
Me: HUH?! Have english version?
KH: *points at the '为什么's* Sung by backstreet boys. *sings* Tell me why... (aka. Tell me why, ain't nothing but a heartache.. THAT song.. Hahah)
Me: *ROFLMAO* -.-

I could say I had an eventful yet not so eventful day at shicheng today.

And then we played bridge on the bus. Apparantly making LOTS and LOTS of noise. I realise playing bridge with yiqi is totally -.- Haha. Played with clar, yiqi and a djy snr. Hong Ming? Haha. Cause jiayu pangseh-ed us and said he wanted to sleep when he didn't at all. RAWRR! Lost 2 gaaammmeesss. Then 'drawed' the last one. But I can win one ok? My last card can get me the final set (:

And I am not childish ok? Hahah! It's normal to get excited during a game xD

RAAWWWRRR! I realise I keep using this word these days.

*EMOOO* Haha.

Posting?

2008-12-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.

Let's just say. If you wanna know what happen today, go to guanyue blog to see my wonderful post. *BHB-ness spreading* Oh no, I'm getting affected.

And.. OPERATION #2 SUCCESS!

We shall begin OPERATION #3.

To apply, you will have to fulfill a certain conditions. And it the knights at the round table all agree, then you're in (:

# you're in GUANYUE.
# you're GOING TO THE BBQ.

Simple? Of course! xD So come apply now. FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!

I feel like I'm advertising -.-

Ok. Now I need a bathe. Even though I didn't KENA any cake. But I was soaked with water and sticky from playing ball a little. (:

Success

2008-12-10T01:05:00.003+08:00

Operation #1 was a failure.. ):

The date was wrong and the situation changed. Too bad, but smart people always have a backup plan.

So here is..

Operation #2

And Operation #2 must be a success no matter what!

After hours of planning and plotting, failure is not an option. Our plan must be 100% fullproof! Even if things seems harsh, PATIENCE!

As I always say.. "Patience is a virtue"

I feel so nice, revealing so much (: This is going to be fun. I hope nothing else changes. Or we're going to need Operation #3 >.<

I LOOK FORWARD TO FRIDAY! xD

Oh No.

2008-12-09T21:38:00.002+08:00

Haven't been posting a lot. As you can see. HAHA.

"Ignorance is bliss"

That was really random. I 100% agree with this statement. BUT.. I am not going to write and essay on this. Haha! Tooo baadd. Anyway, if I did you would probably skip the whole thing and doze off. I'll write my essay when I have the 'LING GAN' xD

Let's try to recall what happened.. Sunday.. Finally had no CCO! But.. At night there was this kaoji concert which we had to go to. It was QUITE nice. But there were some songs which were like a lulluby to me. SORRYY! It was late and I was tired ): But the suona was cool, oh no, am I going to learn that song next time?

Hahh. Yesterday... SHOPPING! Actually, it's our annual christmas shopping time! Went to 走走 at Tampines with Crystal. It's been so long since I've seen her! Haha. Went on a spreee! But it was mainly me buying, cause she already bought volleyball and a shorts which spent all her budget. But she still bought other stuff with her own money. HAHA! That, I didn't (: I feel so proud of myself.

Today was... RAWRR!

My plans for today was supposed to be..

WATCH KINDAICHI (top priority)
DO HOMEWORK (unavoidable but hated priority)
SHANGYIN (not a priority, but I realised dls was in m'sia, so there's no lessons anw, HAHA)
DO MORE HOMEWORK (probably won't happen, but doesn't hurt to try xD)

And as expected. My plans were disrupted by....

*DRUMROLL*

EUNICE!

*APPLAUSE*

Hahah. Not saying it's bad. Even if I got cheated after that.. Oh well, there was like so many miscommunications and it turned out to be a really weird combination. But the show was nice. But I'm bankrupt now!

Went to esplanade to meet huijing after that to watch NAC finals. JIAYUUU! -.-

I have no comments for the rest of the day.

HAHAH!

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